fuck of whatever

My life looks great.It's like a dream for the others but for me it's like a desaster.I think, I love my boyfriend...sometimes.But I don't know what is with him?..He was ,who want that I tell about him to my parents.He was the frist!I've never tel before my parents someone.And he??He said nothing..no thanks..still nothing.Ok, sometimes he can be so cute and nice and hot ;)..but on the otherside he doesn't can mail or something like that..I could died waiting of him.But i love him..with all his good AND bad sides.We haven't see us 2weeks..)=I hope we'll see us next weekend :).He is the music in my life,he changed all but I still love him. :*